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pati o’leery

Friday, October 8th, 2010

Now that the cable railing is finito, we can move on to our next project: upper and lower patios. It does sound extravagant to have two, doesn’t it? But with a two-level house built into a hillside, we have two separate entries that need to step out onto something better than what we have now. Take a look…

UPPER PATIO Crushed stone in place since the Savages set it down in April awaits the concrete pads we have in mind. Once pads are poured, the patio will be level with the top of the retaining wall and we’ll have plenty of room for entertaining…

current upper patio

Wondering what the heck I mean by concrete pads? Remember this image that I showed you a few months back?

Waterfall House, Andrew Remy Arquitectos | archdaily.com

Waterfall House, Andrew Remy Arquitectos | archdaily.com

See how the concrete is cut into angles with grass in between? Yeah. Like that. Our first choice for patios is something akin to that only set into pea gravel. It would tie in nicely with the architecture of the house, which is very angular on the front face…

angle on house

LOWER PATIO This shot is from April before landscaping improvements began, but it still basically consists of completely inhospitable sharp-edged gravel. Yucky…

view of lower patio from side

We’re envisioning the patio coming out from beneath the deck and into the pathway. As you can see, privacy is an issue…

view out to lower patio

Thankfully, landscaping will continue to change that — more on that later. Suffice it to say that we come out this door a lot, as will our guests (assuming we ever have a house fit for guests), and we’re eager for it to change.

Months ago we created a patio plan so we could work the landscaping around it. Our buddy Shiva helped turn from scribble to jpg (click to biggify)…

original upper patio plan

You can see in the original plan that the lower patio extended the length of the deck. We decided to cut that to half, hoping it would save a little money. The long rectangle at the top of the upper patio is a very low, shallow reflecting pool with an 8″ concrete foundation. Minimal. Kind of like this…

contemporist.com

contemporist.com

I’ve shared this and other examples previously. Really, really want that to happen.

Our last meeting with Tom Zilian of MadStone Concrete sounded promising. We met again with him and it still sounded promising, so David whipped up exact measurements…

upper patio detail

Then we got the quote. And now we’re on the fence. Am sure the final product, after a laborious process of prepping the site, framing and pouring the pads, 10-day curing, sanding and sealing, would be exactly as we envisioned. Heck, probably better. The question is can we suck it up and just sink the money into patios when we have a whole house remod kicking off in the next few weeks? Argh.

plant geeks only: conifers

Monday, October 4th, 2010

The next installment in my ongoing cataloging of plantage: Conifers! O how do I love thee, gymnosperm? I love thine evergreeniness. I love thee for anchoring my garden and for your amazing foresty scent. I love thee as living sculpture — particularly thee irregularly shaped cultivars.

So far I’ve planted seven carefully curated conifers around the yard. Each was chosen for various reasons, including a tendency not to grow to towering heights and block all my sun. Here goes…

Pinus thunbergii ‘Thunderhead’ (Dwarf Japanese Thunderhead Black Pine)…

pinus thunbergii ‘thunderhead’ | iseli-nursery.com

pinus thunbergii ‘thunderhead’ | iseli-nursery.com

The Thunderhead is next to our yet-to-exist fish pond, positioned for prime viewing from our yet-to-exist window wall. I like to get a headstart. We love this tree. Bix has dubbed him Teddy, because he looks so huggable. In the spring its cones stick up like candles. Although it also looks like the tree is flipping you the bird…

thunderhead candles | learn2grow.com

thunderhead candles | learn2grow.com

Here’s our Teddy, picked up at Briggs Nursery in Attleboro, Mass. Such a cutie…

teddy the thunderhead

I just want to pinch his widdle cheeks every time I see him. More on the Thunderhead here.

Picea orientalis ‘Skylands’ (Yellow Oriental  Spruce)…

picea orientalis ‘skylands’ | plantman56.blogspot.com

picea orientalis ‘skylands’ | plantman56.blogspot.com

Color. I crave it, especially in winter. For the warm season, I wanted a jolt of brightness on the way up the path to lead the eye up to my blindingly chartreuse Tiger Eye sumacs (Rhus typhina ‘Bailtiger’, more on those another time). The Skylands Oriental spruce was a no-brainer…

skylands oriental spruce in foreground with tiger eye sumacs atop hill

Not a sunny day here in Providence, as you can see. But the Skylands I drove all the way to Estabrook’s in Yarmouth, Maine, to retrieve, shines like the sun — as do the sumacs at the top of the hill. Click to biggify and you can spot my new Silberlocke fir right in front of the stairs. More on the fir below. [On the left: Shasta viburnum (Viburnum plicatum f. tomentosum ‘Shasta’), ‘Beni Kaze’ Japanese Forest Grass (Hakonechloa macra ‘Beni Kaze’) and a bamboo-like bramble called Rubus henryi bambusoides on the trellis.]

Skylands bonus: hot pink-reddish cones at the tips of the branches in the spring just add to the disco. Can’t wait to put my dancypants on when these appear…

picea orientalis ‘skylands’ | bizonnursery.com

picea orientalis ‘skylands’ | bizonnursery.com

For a biggified shot of Skyland’s brilliance, click the top image here.

Pinus parviflora ‘Tempelhof’ (Japanese ‘Tempelhof’ White Pine)…

pinus parviflora ‘tempelhof’ | helmers.de

pinus parviflora ‘templehof’ | helmers.de

From hereon out to be referred to as “The Hof.” Blue. I really wanted a burst of it behind my three Purple beautyberries (Callicarpa dichotoma), and now I have it…

our templehof behind the callicarpas

Found Hof at Briggs. Just take a look at how cool his needles are…

templehof needles

I saw a nuthatch pecking away at his pinecones yesterday. That makes me happy.

Abies koreana ‘Horstmann’s Silberlocke’ (Korean Fir ‘Horstmann’s Silberlocke’)…

abies koreana ‘horstmann’s silberlocke’ | iseli-nursery.com

abies koreana ‘horstmann’s silberlocke’ | iseli-nursery.com

A bit of silvery blue, positioned further up the path past the blue Hof and the golden Skylands. The Silberlocke fir has unique needles that curl up to reveal silver undersides. Here’s a shot of ours…

abies silberlocke needles

In early summer, the cones are the craziest shade of blueish-purple you’ve ever seen. These don’t quite capture it…

abies koreana ‘horstmann’s silberlocke’ | estabrooksonline.com

abies koreana ‘horstmann’s silberlocke’ | estabrooksonline.com

abies koreana ‘horstmann’s silberlocke’ | estabrooksonline.com

In my growing conifer museum, I think Silberlocke will be one of my favorites. Found this one at Esposito’s Nursery in Cohasset, Mass.

Pinus sylvestris ‘Albyn Prostrata’ (Albyn Prostrate Scotch Pine)…

pinus sylvestris ‘albyn prostrata’ | schultesgreenhouse.com

pinus sylvestris ‘albyn prostrata’ | schultesgreenhouse.com

I needed a low spreader to hold a small slope above what I’m calling “The Desert Room,” planted with some of my more drought-tolerant plants. This pine is perfect for that. Stays low but spreads out. I like it’s blue cast. Give it a few years and mine should take over this slope…

our little scotch pine

Picked this baby up at The Farmer’s Daughter in Wakefield, RI. Nice selection of conifers there, especially rock garden specimens. I should mention that this Scotch pine has really cute pine cones and makes the lower part of the garden smell fantastic…

cone on my scotch pine

Pinus densiflora ‘Oculus Draconis’ (Japanese ‘Dragon’s Eye’ Red Pine)…

pinus densiflora ‘oculus draconis’ | millernursery.com

pinus densiflora ‘oculus draconis’ | millernursery.com

Not a pine you see often. Or ever. Dragon’s Eye should look awesome against a snowy landscape — and in the years to come, its trunk gets twisted and gnarled. Just look at those needles!

the eye of the dragon | bluesterling.com

the eye of the dragon | bluesterling.com

See the eye? It sees you. I just love those yellow bands…

pinus densiflora ‘oculus draconis’ | bizonnursery.com

pinus densiflora ‘oculus draconis’ | bizonnursery.com

Here’s our little Dragon’s Eye lighting up the far corner of the yard…

our dragons eye japanese white pine

[Dragon’s Eye flanked by Castor Bean (Rincus communis) and ‘Royal Purple’ smokebush (Cotinus coggygria ‘Royal Purple’)]

At The Farmer’s Daughter, where I picked my Dragon’s Eye, they had a crazy tall one carved into a bonsai…

dragons eye bonsai at farmer’s daughter

Impressive but we’ll be keepin’ it real with our tree. True to its breed, Japanese red pine is supposed to create an excellent windbreak as its tendency is to spread out horizontally like so…

typical pinus densiflora | oculus draconis feature on whiterosesgarden.com

typical pinus densiflora | oculus draconis feature on whiterosesgarden.com

… which is another reason I put it on the north side of our yard. Let’s hope it grows to fulfill its potential. As with all of us.

gardening with conifers

Before I finish up here, I’d like to say I couldn’t have done my research without the aid of Gardening With Conifers by Adrian Bloom. Excellent resource. Here’s a little something I bet you didn’t know that I picked up from Bloom’s book: the gingko biloba is a conifer. Yes, the gingko!

ginkgos at huntington japanese garden | huntington.org

ginkgos at huntington japanese garden | huntington.org

I wish I had room for a big statement-making gingko but no. Luckily, dwarf cultivars have been introduced in recent years, one of which I picked up at The Farmer’s Daughter. Bound to a pot for the last few years, my Ginkgo ‘Jade Butterflies’ is starting to get root-bound. Now that it’s fall, it should be yellowing up soon…

my ginkgo butterflies, still in a pot

The male trees don’t fruit, so no stinko in this ginkgo. The moment our new patio is poured and all likelihood of trampling has passed, I’m putting this guy in the ground.

On that note, I take my leave. Carry on.

plant geeks only: japanese maples

Friday, October 1st, 2010

What is it about Asian gardens that draws me to them? The focus on foliage and texture? The exotic and irregular shapes? The simplicity — which requires the kind of restraint I just don’t have? I’ll never have a full-on traditional Japanese garden, but since I started planting I’ve tried to include some elements that I love. Starting with Japanese maples.

I lack the room for sizable trees, but I’ve managed to work in a handful that will max out at 10′ or less. Here are my choices so far…

Acer palmatum var. dissectum ‘Crimson Queen’ (Crimson Queen Threadleaf Japanese Maple)…

acer palmatum ‘crimson queen’ | shot at Brooklyn Botanic Garden

acer palmatum ‘crimson queen’ | shot at Brooklyn Botanic Garden

Drooled over this one at Brooklyn Botanic and then promptly hunted one down at Seven Arrows Farm in Attleboro, Mass.

Acer palmatum ‘Sister Ghost’ (Sister Ghost Japanese Maple)…

acer palmatum ‘sister ghost’ | essenceofthetree.co

acer palmatum ‘sister ghost’ | essenceofthetree.co

Picked up online via Eastfork Nursery, who did a fantastic job of packaging. Gorgeous little tree.

Acer palmatum var. dissectum ‘Red Dragon’ (Red Dragon Threadleaf Japanese Maple)…

acer palmatum ‘red dragon’ | pacificcoastmaples.com

acer palmatum ‘red dragon’ | pacificcoastmaples.com

Picked up at Briggs Nursery in Attleboro, Mass. They carry a surprisingly good selection of Japanese maples in spring and summer.

Acer shirasawanum ‘Sensu’ (Sensu dwarf Full Moon Japanese Maple)…

acer shirasawanum ‘sensu’ | eastforknursery.com

acer shirasawanum ‘sensu’ | eastforknursery.com

Another tree I sourced from Eastfork. I wish I had room for a full-sized full moon but oh well. This will do nicely once it grows up.

Acer palmatum var. dissectum ‘Viridis’ (Viridis Threadleaf Japanese Maple)…

acer palmatum ‘viridis’ | plants.chaletnursery.com

acer palmatum ‘viridis’ | plants.chaletnursery.com

A second maple from Briggs. I stalk there frequently.

Most of my trees are relatively dinky — buying smaller means buying more affordable. I’m a little nervous about how they’ll make it through their first cold, windy winter. I have a feeling some of them will need protection. Fingers crossed that everyone makes it through to spring.

the harvest is ON, ish

Thursday, September 30th, 2010

October arrives tomorrow. The tomatoes took their sweet time this year but have finally decided they’re ready for their closeup. ‘bout time! Don’t worry. Those Green Zebra and Green Sausage heirlooms are meant to be green…

today’s heirloom bonanza

Yum.

going off the rails…

Monday, September 20th, 2010

… on a crazy train. Thanks, Ozzy. So after weeks of waiting, the galvanized stainless steel cable railing finally went in on the back retaining wall today. Rhode Island Welding pulled up at 7:20 ready to rail. Here’s how it went down.

They drilled the holes for the railing posts…

drilling the holes

The railing arrived completely fabricated. They set the posts in place…

set in place

They added concrete to the holes…

concrete added

Threaded the cable through the pre-drilled holes…

threading the cable

They attached machine swaged fittings to the ends of the cables and tensioned the entire assembly to prevent sagging…

cable ends tensioned

TA-DAAAAA!

railing as seen from below

Am mostly pleased. Wishing I had dictated squared posts so that we hadn’t ended up with round. Also wishing there were right angles and no curves…

a side view

Bah. Me being a cable railing snob I guess. What’s done is done. Moving on. The next project: patios!

my latest brimfield score

Tuesday, September 14th, 2010

Finally made it back to the Brimfield Antique Show this past weekend. Hadn’t been in years and suddenly got the flea market bug. Must be the fall weather. So what did I find?

Mostly a crapload of junk I’m not interested in. Is the poor quality of the offerings related to the crappy economy? Or am I suddenly pickier than I used to be now that we don’t have the advantage of loft space? Who knows. I drove away with just one thing…

lantern front view

A lantern for the garden, to drive up my Asian quotient.

lantern side view

Antique? Not per se. Unless stone formed over thousands of years counts as antique. According to Michael Carboni, the dealer at The Traveling Buddha’s Brimfield booth, the lantern was carved from Chinese bluestone by artisans in Northern China. He travels there for handcrafted goodies and antiques for a few months out of every year. Nice guy.

detail of roof

Comes in five pieces…

detail of base

… and weighs about a gazillion pounds.

lantern window

The bottom pieces are drilled in case you want to run electricity to it to light it up rather than use a candle. I’m unlikely to do that.

For the one gardening geek out there trying to identify plants around the lantern (click for biggification)…

my new Chinese stone lantern

Leaves of datura in the foreground, Panicum virgatum ‘Shenandoah’ switch grass just starting to turn burgundy to the right, plumes of Miscanthus sinensus ‘Rotsilber’ (Japanese Silver Grass) waving in the background, the red-leafed tropical-looking thing is Ricinus communis (Castor Bean), yellow and green-banded Pinus densiflora ‘Oculis Draconis’ (Dragon’s Eye Red Pine) immediately behind, Matteuccia struthiopteris (Ostrich Fern) behind and to the right, Cotinus coggyria ‘Royal Purple’ (Smokebush) just to the left. Hoping this will fill in nicely in the next few years.

the time is ripe…

Monday, September 13th, 2010

So why aren’t my friggin’ tomatoes?! This is September, right? I normally start harvesting bumper crops of heirlooms the first week of August. Yeesh.

This heirloom, whose plant tag appears to have escaped me… big. fat. green.

unidentified heirloom

My brandywines… green.

brandywine... green!

Black cherries… green.

black cherries... green!

Garden peach… just starting to turn yellow.

just a hint of yellow on the garden peach

Green zebras… yes, supposed to be green but still rock hard!

just a hint of yellow on the garden peach

Green sausage tomatoes… also supposed to be green but again, not ready.

green sausauge tomatoes... not ripe!

Even the tomatillos… not quite there yet!

even the tomatillos... bah!

I don’t understand. I trimmed out the overzealous branches. They get plenty of harvested rainwater. No bugs. No mildew. No blight. Just leafy and healthy. And green.

tomatoes, oh so green!

The feta is ready. So why aren’t you guys? Is it something I said?

modern benches at berkshire botanical

Tuesday, August 31st, 2010

Just spied on my recent getaway to the Berkshires: two drooltastic modern benches at Berkshire Botanical Garden

“baseball” bench at berkshire botanical garden

Designed by Douglas Thayer, “Baseball” (as this bench is curiously called) is made of reclaimed Greenheart, reclaimed Ipe and concrete. Looks like it could stand up to a New England Nor’easter. It’s a work of art you can sit on. Have I mentioned lately how much I love concrete?…

closeup on the concrete end piece

Underneath, there are two metal crosspieces… maybe steel?

view of the metal cross pieces underneath

Clearly seen through the wood planks…

view through the slats

No prices on his website. Dare I email him and find out how much such a piece might cost? I’m afraid.

Around the corner from Baseball sits this beauty…

another bench at berkshire botanical garden, same designer

Couldn’t locate a name or description for this one, but it’s obviously another creation by Thayer. Similar minimal aesthetic and concrete + wood design. The spots are raindrops, btw.

Here’s a closer look at the detail between the planks and on the concrete supports…

a look at the inset detail

detail closeup

There were lots of benches on display at Berkshire Botanical as part of their Garden Bench as Sculpture show, but those two were my favorites. Simple. Solid. Honest looking. According to their website, the show ends September 17:

info from Berkshire Botanical events calendar

what? cardoons flower?!

Friday, August 27th, 2010

After all that hunting high and low for a nursery that had even heard of a cardoon, I am pleased to report that my three are going gangbusters right now. Here’s the grand-daddy of them all…

one of my cardoons, growing like mad

About 4′ high. About 5′ across. And such a gorgeous silvery green shade. Definitely that big-time drama I was going for. Love it.

Last week while in the Berkshires, we spent a few hours at Berkshire Botanical Garden in Stockbridge, MA. A wondrous place replete with late-summer garden amazement. Anyway, as we were just about to finish our walkabout, I happened into a small garden area that, low and behold, featured this…

cardoon at berkshire botanical garden

Hey, a cardoon! What the… what’s that crazy bit at the top there?

cardoon blooms!

omg, it looks like a thistle — a 7′ tall thistle! Whoa. It was literally swarming with bees, who all somehow managed to flee the shot right as I took it.

Are you sure this is a cardoon? None of mine are flowering. The first ones I ever saw at Denver Botanic Garden weren’t blooming either. Hmm… that is most definitely a cardoon in full flower.

cardoon bloom close-up

I had to look it up when I got back to my computer.

And yes, there it is in wikipedia: a cardoon in flower. Who knew? Yep, it’s related to a thistle. The artichoke lineage I knew about but the thistle I did not. Guess that’s because I didn’t know artichokes belong to the thistle family. God I love me some internets.

Of course cardoons flower, duh. Why didn’t that occur to me before? Even if mine never do, knowing they can makes my heart go pitty-pat for them just a little bit more.

august, undone

Wednesday, August 25th, 2010

This month was a little disappointing. Lots of projects in the works but little actually finished. Or actually started. Let’s see…

THE BENCH, UNDONE

We left off with David taking a weekend welding class in July with the intention of creating a bench for our entryway. Here’s where it stands…

steel legs, welded up but not done

Still to come: the sanding down of the welds for a smooth leg…

closeup of the weld

Also to come: the powder-coated finish. the wooden bench seat. and the satisfaction of being able to sit down and take off your muck boots at the door.

THE RAILING, UNDONE

The railing for our retaining wall out back is still not a reality. We need to keep people from tumbling over that 7′ drop! Rhode Island Welding helped us with the galvanized steel raised veggie beds and stairs, so we talked to them about the railing….

cable railing discussion with Rhode Island Welding

Prior to measuring and drawing up what we wanted, there was much discussion about what kind of railing would work best here. David and I agree that we want something:

  • minimal to complement the simple lines of the house
  • you can see through, as we don’t want to block our view
  • that isn’t the star but fades into the background
  • that is obviously an accessory to the design of the house rather than something that looks like construction — meaning that if it’s solid wood, it begins to look like our wood siding and we don’t want to take away from the original envelope of the house
  • that we can use on our indoor stairway as well — both railings are within viewing distance of each other and should be similar

So several options were up for consideration…

glass | aluminumrailing.com

glass | aluminumrailing.com

Glass, my first choice. And ridiculously, prohibitively expensive. Damn. Definitely my top pick for indoors, as well. Not gonna happen.

cable | aluminumrailing.com

cable | aluminumrailing.com

Cable railing. Second choice. Much cheaper than glass but still pricey. A very clean look. Zoning regs are very clear on height, necessity of a top rail, distance between cables, etc., so there’s no budging on that. We looked at a lot of cable railing systems in order to find ways to cut costs. Basically comes down to quality and endurance, which is why we ultimately decided to have RI Welding make it right for us.

Also considered…

mesh | adesignandbuild.co.uk via flickr www.flickr.com/photos/db-gardendesign/3811605850

mesh | adesignandbuild.co.uk via flickr www.flickr.com/photos/db-gardendesign/3811605850

Galvanized steel mesh railing. Would still require the posts and top rail to be built by Rhode Island Welding (unless we went with wood supports and top rail) but the mesh would save us some cash — cable systems are pricey and cable system installation obviously takes longer. In the end, we decided the mesh grid just wasn’t something we wanted to repeat inside the house.

Wood. After looking at the cable railing price, we opened ourselves up to the possibilities of wood again… maybe slender, horizontal slats wouldn’t be too bad?  or even vertical?…

from apartment therapy | www.apartmenttherapy.com/sf/look/look-modern-fence-050175

from apartment therapy | www.apartmenttherapy.com/sf/look/look-modern-fence-050175

Something similar might be a good modern choice. But even a railing-height version would interrupt the view and force you to look at the fence. And it just wouldn’t work inside the house. So nix that. Cable railing it is!

Designs submitted to Rhode Island Welding. Fabrication in progress. Stay tuned.

THE STAIRS, UNDONE

So, the state of the stairs. The set in front, done except for the final addition of pea gravel…

front stairs need pea gravel to top off crushed stone

Back stairs? *sigh* Don’t ask.

When it’s all said and done, they’re supposed to look kinda like this…

gravel and steel steps by D-Crain | d-crain.com

gravel and steel steps by D-Crain | d-crain.com

THE STORAGE AREA, UNDONE

The doors may be done but the insides of the storage closets aren’t yet outfitted for storing things. This is our current latching solution…

storage area lacks closure, heh heh

I seek closure. Before winter, please.

THE PATHS, UNDONE

The paths are all dug…

one of our uphill paths

They pretty much look like that, with the dirt washing down the sides of the beds and into the paths every time it rains because none of the plants have grown in enough to hold the soil.

No point in adding pea gravel to the paths until I can solve the constant erosion issue that comes with having a slope. I’ll save the details for another post but suffice it to say that standard edging isn’t tall enough and gabions look like the right solution.

THE STRAIGHT-RUN EDGING, UNDONE

Close to the house, we still need to turn this…

buffer around house needs edging and beach pebbles

… into this — minus the concrete edging and fabulousness of an iconic modernist house, of course.

beach pebble buffer at Johnson House, Piere Koenig | eichlernetwork.com

beach pebble buffer at Johnson House, Piere Koenig | eichlernetwork.com

And make this…

path needs edging

… look a little more like this:

steel edging by Andrea Cochran Landscape Architecture | acochran.com

steel edging by Andrea Cochran Landscape Architecture | acochran.com

The 2′ buffer around the house needs edging and topping off with beach pebbles. In the past, we’ve gotten them through Stoneyard in Massachusetts. Their Mexican Beach Pebbles are dark, flat and the classic choice. Their New England pebbles, more irregular and frequently egg-shaped. Blech. In Rhody, Watson Mulch has a nice, small, tumbled pea gravel but their pebbles, not so much.

Have spent an embarrassing amount of time researching edging. Plastic and rubber, yuck. Stone, too pricey, too cottagey. Metal is by far the most minimal. Aluminum looks cheap and insubstantial to me — like it’ll crimp if you breathe on it wrong. Yes, have looked at all the brands out there at various price points and don’t like any of them. Decided since we have steel in the rest of our hardscape, maybe that’s the best choice. I’ll save details for another entry but the best contender so far is Border Guard — it even comes in galvanized steel so it would tie in with the rest of our hardscape. Sold.

THE PATIOS, UNDONE

I won’t waste your time repeating my patio wishes. Let’s just leave it at “it ain’t done yet.” We did, however, manage to meet with Tom Zilion of Madstone Concrete to discuss what all this vision might cost. He’s all about the nuances of finish and color…

overwhelmed by colors

Any color, including black. And yet we find ourselves drawn to the straight-forward grey…

you just can’t go wrong with classic grey

God, we’re boring. But it just makes the most sense when you want the house to be the hero, not the patio. Black would look amazing, but it gets hot in the sun. Not ideal for bare kiddie feet. We’re still discussing possibilities with Tom. He does beautiful work, so expect to hear more about it.

See what you missed while I was out? Nothing. Just project after project, and all of them Undone.